DEAR DIARY,
Has there ever been a time in your life where you think
that you’re IMMUNE to FEELINGS, Then the most UNLIKELY PERSON could reduce you
to TEARS, LAUGHTER, or spontaneous declarations of LOVE???!! Have you ever had
someone who has so much effect on you, yet no matter how many times you REMIND
yourself that you can't be together, you still won't let yourself fall for
anyone else?
Well that is how it is with Miss PERKY SLENDER &
me...I don't know what it is really, but sometimes it takes EVERYTHING in me to
not reach out and run my fingers through her hair or turn around and hug or
KISS her when she least EXPECT it!!!
I can't just drift away from her; I can't get on
with my life and not give her a SECOND THOUGHT. When I kissed her that day,
walking away stopped being an OPTION!
Today, she came to hung out with me till her brother
called that he was coming over to check on her. Everything was on point till
she took my phone all of a sudden, and deleted all the pics i had taken of
her...I must say, I wasn't half as hurt about the pics she deleted than her
EXPLANATION for deleting them!!! Gosh, why does it have to be so hard?? Why
can't you just tell me how you FEEL, because how you ACT is CONFUSING me; SOMETIMES,
You walk by me like I'm NO ONE, then you SMILE at me like I'm ANYONE, yet you
HUG me like I'm SOMEONE...
Usually, when any girl looks me in the eyes... I
have to look away after about 3 seconds, but with her... I struggle to take my
eyes off her! I DON'T THINK OF her AS A CRUSH ANYMORE... she's MORE LIKE A BAD
HABIT THAT I CAN'T SHAKE!!
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